A married woman with a small child in her third year of marriage. Moved to Europe alone, married a local student, and lived with her parents at her husband's parents' house. The married woman who felt alienated because she could not keep up with conversations in the local language instead of English became homesick and temporarily returned to Japan. Once again, I was impressed by the convenience of Japan and was moved by the deliciousness of the food. I'm worried about my children, family, and university that I left behind in a foreign country, but I also have a strong desire to stay in Japan. As the time to return to Japan approached, the married woman went on a journey with a swaying feeling ... she abandoned her worries and drowned in pleasure as a woman.