Before I got married, I was asking for something that seemed to be feverish, but now I have a calm relationship. The feeling of loneliness increases every time I feel that my husband's energy has decreased in the couple's life. He drools, whispers dirty words, and shakes his hips. I wanted to release somewhere the nasty self that I couldn't put out in front of my husband anymore. Otherwise you will end up as a woman. Driven by a feeling of frustration, I started working on a matching app. Now I feel that only when I'm embraced by a stranger is the time I can really be myself.