"He was about seven years older than me, and had plenty of money. I knew from the beginning that he was married, but the moment I met him, I thought, this is the kind of person I'd fall in love with. Today was my first date with him in two weeks. He doesn't care about what others think... and he keeps messing around with me. But I'm actually looking forward to it. It would be so easy if I could think, 'This is a casual relationship, so it's easy.' But I'm not casual at all..."