There is someone I don't want to see, I miss him so much that my heart feels like it's going to burst. Even though I was there for my husband, I couldn't contain my excitement when I visited his house. We used to have a physical relationship. Just seeing him look at me for the first time in a long time made my whole body feel hot. I had decided never to step foot there again, because I knew that if he touched me, there would be no going back. However, I decided to accept all of his desires. Is this for my husband, or for myself?