I have a sexual fetish that I can't tell my honest husband about. I love having my face soiled with semen. The strong smell that clings to my face and stings all the way to my brain. I feel like that smell reminds me of my awareness as a woman that I had almost forgotten. I also like licking a man's penis after he ejaculates, with semen still on my face. The smell of semen that wafts from my mouth to my nose. The smell of semen on my face. I love that moment when the smell of semen fills me whether I breathe in or out. Am I a pervert for this?