When I returned to my parents' house after a long time, there was my father's remarried partner, Megu. She's only one year older than me. To me, who had a traumatic relationship with my mother, he said, "I can't leave you alone. You look lonely." He gave me a soft kiss. As if confirming, as if filling up the loneliness, the two put their lips together many times. Replace the saliva and repeat the soggy belochu. Get drenched in sweat, seek out each other's bodies, and have sex with each other. "We'll be together forever, I won't let you go."