Before I knew it, I hadn't had a boyfriend for two years. I'd like to have a boyfriend, but I'm shy and don't have much experience with relationships, so it's difficult. I wish there was a man who would push me a little harder. Maybe it's because I think that way, that when I look at naughty books or sites, my eyes tend to be drawn to the hard ones. I get excited when I see people being tied up, spanked, forced, etc., and I secretly look forward to doing naughty things by myself. But I still want to be held tightly by a man, and I want to be raped and raped. I mustered up the courage to apply, but I was nervous all the way up until the shoot. I was nervous, but it's been a long time since I've had sex, so I thought it would be okay. But the actor led me quietly and kindly, which made me feel at ease, even though it was embarrassing. I ended up embarrassingly doing what I was told, and when I became too weak to stand up, the actor tied my hands behind my back. My dick jumped out of my underwear with a loud banging sound, and I was so surprised that I pulled back. I put it in my mouth and tried to suck it, but I can't use my hands and my body doesn't have enough strength to do so. When I was fidgeting, he held my head down and pushed me in. I'm being shaken and can't breathe properly. My breasts were pinched and poked, and I felt like I was about to have sex for the first time in a while, but the camera was facing me, and I was so embarrassed that I didn't know what kind of face I should make. But I was so excited that I thought it might not come in after a long time, but my dick came in easily. After that, I was so intense that I couldn't think of anything. I was embarrassed to ask her to put it in my pussy, but it felt so good.